So I think you all should go fuck yourselves. I mean since you only care about yourselves that would be the perfect thing to do right? Since all of you think you are better than everyone else. Since no matter what I do I can not make any of you damned people happy. Its all want want want. Well What the Fuck, enough is enough. Everyone wants but never gives. You give too much and people walk the fuck right over you. Oh and then you have people making you feel guilty for not wanting to do something. Well I am sorry that I am not that person. I am sorry that I have tried to be that person but have failed. So why don’t you just go find that bitch who will be that person?

I am tired. I am tired of trying so hard to make people happy and getting no where. I am nothing but sad, nothing but left out, nothing at all.

I now realise how little you care. I’ll try to not care at all.

Why does it hurt me when you dont talk to me? Ive shot you down so many times, and it hurts me to not talk to you, or when you dont talk to me. Sometimes I sit there waiting for you to say something. Sometimes Ill wait up until you go to sleep just to talk to you. I’ve said some things before when I was angry. Some things I did not mean. I still care and hurt.

I am sad? I am weird? Idk weird mood, go me!

I am hoping Tops calls me and gives me a job in the bakery department! I wanna bake and get a new job. Then I can transfer, work two jobs, and see Casey, and perhaps take statistics at GCC over the summer!

If they are going to make ppl who have been there shorter than me , higher up than me, I am done.

Im messed

http://www.kurthalsey.com/

freakin heck yes! I WILL own that bird bag!

So I check everyday.

Tehe

I am having such a bad semester. I don’t feel like painting so I will probably fail that class. I just don’t want to do school anymore. I still have two or more years ahead of me. I hate having so much stuff to do it kinda sucks.

You could if you did